When We’re Alone

I cannot count how many times I’ve been writing something over the past couple of weeks (throughout my life?) and the fear in my head says, “So what?  Why are you even writing this?  What do you even have to say about this that’s worth mentioning?  What do you think you can accomplish with this?  Why bother?”

And the first answer that I always come up with is, “I don’t know.”

So I stop.  I lose focus, I lose sight of the trail I was following toward whatever point I was hoping to make, and I stop.

There are a number of drafts that are saved on my blog that haven’t been published, and countless more ideas that I haven’t written, because I’ve questioned myself, lost my nerve, and stopped before they were done or even started.

Even though I’ve already launched this site, and even though a lot of folks have told me how much they appreciate what I’ve been writing…

I’m still not sure I should be doing this.

Purchasing the domain name for this site was a complete spur-of-the-moment, do-it-before-you-lose-your-nerve-and-back-out-of-this decision.

I’ve taken such a long time learning to believe that maybe I have something worth saying.

Sometimes I am so unsure of what I’m even trying to say when I sit down and start writing.

I don’t feel like a writer.

but

I’ll be damned if I’m going to let that stop me.

Because I know I’m not alone… and neither are you.

We’re not alone in doubting our skills, our voice, our life.

We’re not alone in feeling lost sometimes.

We’re not alone in feeling stuck sometimes.

We’re not alone when we feel like we’re in way over our heads.

We’re not alone when we feel like we’re stumbling around in the dark sometimes.

We’re not alone when we feel like it’s taking far too long to learn life’s lessons.

We’re not alone in feeling like we have a world of questions but so very few (if any) solid answers…

That’s why I’m writing, and that’s why we all have to keep going, keep doing what we can’t not do.  To keep asking questions, and sharing any answers we may stumble upon.  To keep reminding ourselves that we’re not alone, and to keep reminding each other that they’re not alone, either.

Because we’re all on this long road of life together.

8 thoughts on “When We’re Alone”

  1. Hey Dave! I just want to encourage you. I really enjoy your posts. Just a thought… It’s durning those times of self-doubt when God humbles your heart to hear His still small voice. Just remember it is your job to faithfully obey and deliver His message. If He is prompting you to write, then write. He can’t use your words to deliverer His message unless you put them out for is to read! Your blog is AWESOME!!! Keep it up!

  2. I still feel what you’re writing about even after years of blog writing. But when I feel encouraged by the stories of those around me I feel inspired to write about it and dig deeper. I hope we can support one another as we continue to share our hearts this way David.

  3. This was on time and needed. I appreciate you lending your voices to those who doubt that theirs will have an impact and encouraging them in their journey.

    1. Thanks, Jason. These particular voices were getting awfully loud last night while I was in the middle of writing something else. I actually had to put my original writing on pause in order to get all this out into the light and get back to what I’d intended to write…

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